A Letter To Myself

Dear future me,
we both know that this is not our favorite thing to do, but let’s communicate a bit :)

Let me tell you about your distant past — sophomore year at the LUNN.
It was a challenging year for me, but mostly not because of studying. Moreover, everything was pretty great and I finished first semester with only one “B”. I won’t be surprised if it’s still your best result, because even this semester I am already praying just not to lose my scholarship. During second semester studying definitely went on a second place because of health problems, but still there were some great moments. For example, our excursions :) In general, this year I started to appreciate my groupmates even more. We really help and support each other, and it’s so valuable.

I definitely changed a lot as a person this year. Some of my greatest insights happened during internship period, and now I’m trying my best in changing my mindset. Finally I realized the sources of my anxiety and started healing from it. It’s very, very hard, but I know that I’m doing the right thing. I am lucky to have good friends by my side.

I tried some new things. For a few months I had two part-time jobs at the same time. Both of them were connected with tutoring in some way. It wasn’t easy, but it definitely taught me some non-harmful discipline. Also I got some new friends and started playing D&D last month. I am very excited about it ❤

I feel like I really need some rest now. So maybe I’ll give myself a break from working this summer. I want to get to know myself better. I hope that Ksusha-version-2022 has already succeeded in this. And also that she improved her Spanish……….please……